Sorry it’s been over a week. But I’ve been in the weeds at work. I still can’t figure out my feelings for this guy. I guess I’m the spineless one considering I don’t have the fallopians to go up and talk to him.

I’m feeling a lot better about things, though. It’s really true how time heals even the worst conditions. I’m taking some serious time off to just be with myself. Float around, hang out and focus on me, what I want, my work. Besides, if I want to get ahead, I’ve got to really catch up on everything Andrew’s doing (my boss). He’s always willing to help me out but I want to be self-sufficient so lately, I get home at 10PM every night because I’m trying too hard to be self-sufficient. Too tired to go out anyway.